Sees through everything but my heart.

I wanna live a normal life so badly.
but no one knows how badly i want it

to have a normal loving family,
to go to poly like all my friends,
to find a job i like w a good income.

why is it so hard for me to be normal?

i am everything but normal. the opposite of everything normal.

Ok so last week was the move-out into a new kind of life for me- an independent one. As yall know
mom & I haven spoke since eons ago and both of us have too thick a stack of pride to give in so I
thought a break would be good? Am now out living out on my own for the moment. Will not distant
myself from my only kin, all that angst talk was just... angst talk.

Ok, so sunday(was it?) they came over to hang out and we had a sudden crave for cake so tadah,
we think it we got it haha. But we R really wastrels $32 and 6 of us ate like not even half??


To celebrate my 2nd day of independence hahaha


Somehow Jz was damn random so Mok got a 'birthday' burger too



Chillax + movies



Yeh so I went back home on Thurs but no one was around, even got yummy chicken naan
for my mom but yeh empty house..
Was quite upset to see they've chucked my things away in a corner and all it's like I didnt even mean a thing.. But hey I chose to move out first no? I'm wondering when will mom and I ever start being normal again..
But the thing that upset me the most was, I CAN'T FIND MY FAVOURITE SPOON!!!
I have this hugeass spoon I love using it to eat but I couldn't find it anywhere!! :(((( They'd better not throw it away...

It's 6:24am, & I'm wide awake w my makeup still intact. Just got home 2hrs ago from 2012 & Jalan Kayu w my favourite people.


My ultra ginormous PJ


2 of my favourite things in life. But BB is quite fucked up naow :(


I am ah siao I don't sleep.

Oh look sky's turning bright! ^^

memorable cos of this fucker:



haha & of course the good and fun parts too.
Hit Night Safari, encountered the craziest crowd, conveniently cut the queue, flared up to what I thought that BFF was being pushed around,
turns out the actress was just doing her thang.
Sweat and sweat and sticky sticky. Had a good night of screams and laughters.

Check owwt photos under cut + Body World which made Halloween more... halloween.

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Weekend is coming